Dreams/Reality – Convo with Simon
Simon says:
i slept really uneasy last night
first night for months
i kept waking up from banging at the wall with my hand
like some kind of twitch
and some sleepwalking
O̸͘҉̀ ̶̢͟V̢̧͟ ̴́E̷͘͝ ̶̕͝R̡̛͏ ͏̨́͢͝Ḑ͝ ̷̵̷̡͡Ó͘ ̢͢҉͜͡S̵͟͞ ̕E̷̷͏͢ ̴̀D̸̛ ̷́E̴ ̶͡͠҉L҉̧͢ ͡͝͡͡U̴͢ ̶̷́͢͡S̶͜͝ ̷̵҉I̴̴͜͞ ͢͜͝͝͡Ó̡҉ ̵̛Ņ́́͡ says:
good morning
how was your sleep last night?
Simon says:
better but still disturbed
i have this thing where i semi-wake up and think theres spiders in the bed
you figure out the rest
how was yours?
O̸͘҉̀ ̶̢͟V̢̧͟ ̴́E̷͘͝ ̶̕͝R̡̛͏ ͏̨́͢͝Ḑ͝ ̷̵̷̡͡Ó͘ ̢͢҉͜͡S̵͟͞ ̕E̷̷͏͢ ̴̀D̸̛ ̷́E̴ ̶͡͠҉L҉̧͢ ͡͝͡͡U̴͢ ̶̷́͢͡S̶͜͝ ̷̵҉I̴̴͜͞ ͢͜͝͝͡Ó̡҉ ̵̛Ņ́́͡ says:
fine actually, i listened to the dune audiobook until i slept for hours although it felt like i woke up 2 seconds later… but uneventful
Simon says:
good
O̸͘҉̀ ̶̢͟V̢̧͟ ̴́E̷͘͝ ̶̕͝R̡̛͏ ͏̨́͢͝Ḑ͝ ̷̵̷̡͡Ó͘ ̢͢҉͜͡S̵͟͞ ̕E̷̷͏͢ ̴̀D̸̛ ̷́E̴ ̶͡͠҉L҉̧͢ ͡͝͡͡U̴͢ ̶̷́͢͡S̶͜͝ ̷̵҉I̴̴͜͞ ͢͜͝͝͡Ó̡҉ ̵̛Ņ́́͡ says:
“A spider may represent a fear. Perhaps you feel trapped in a web of deceit or entangled by emotions and fears from which you cannot escape?”
Simon says:
probably
it happens very often
O̸͘҉̀ ̶̢͟V̢̧͟ ̴́E̷͘͝ ̶̕͝R̡̛͏ ͏̨́͢͝Ḑ͝ ̷̵̷̡͡Ó͘ ̢͢҉͜͡S̵͟͞ ̕E̷̷͏͢ ̴̀D̸̛ ̷́E̴ ̶͡͠҉L҉̧͢ ͡͝͡͡U̴͢ ̶̷́͢͡S̶͜͝ ̷̵҉I̴̴͜͞ ͢͜͝͝͡Ó̡҉ ̵̛Ņ́́͡ says:
i dream of flies
To dream of flies, could denote sickness and contagious maladies. Also that enemies surround you.
but 99% of my dreams have a vast body of water in it
gonna check up on that
Simon says:
hey
you made me think of something
i need to write up all recurring elements of dream and sleep i have
O̸͘҉̀ ̶̢͟V̢̧͟ ̴́E̷͘͝ ̶̕͝R̡̛͏ ͏̨́͢͝Ḑ͝ ̷̵̷̡͡Ó͘ ̢͢҉͜͡S̵͟͞ ̕E̷̷͏͢ ̴̀D̸̛ ̷́E̴ ̶͡͠҉L҉̧͢ ͡͝͡͡U̴͢ ̶̷́͢͡S̶͜͝ ̷̵҉I̴̴͜͞ ͢͜͝͝͡Ó̡҉ ̵̛Ņ́́͡ says:
i done that
Simon says:
i know about 3 from the back of my head
O̸͘҉̀ ̶̢͟V̢̧͟ ̴́E̷͘͝ ̶̕͝R̡̛͏ ͏̨́͢͝Ḑ͝ ̷̵̷̡͡Ó͘ ̢͢҉͜͡S̵͟͞ ̕E̷̷͏͢ ̴̀D̸̛ ̷́E̴ ̶͡͠҉L҉̧͢ ͡͝͡͡U̴͢ ̶̷́͢͡S̶͜͝ ̷̵҉I̴̴͜͞ ͢͜͝͝͡Ó̡҉ ̵̛Ņ́́͡ says:
i have the same dream i have had since i was little so i wrote it down
its in a notbook here somewhere
gimme a minute to find it
Simon says:
that i have commited a murder and is about to be imprisoned (forever?)
really heavy feeling of captivity
O̸͘҉̀ ̶̢͟V̢̧͟ ̴́E̷͘͝ ̶̕͝R̡̛͏ ͏̨́͢͝Ḑ͝ ̷̵̷̡͡Ó͘ ̢͢҉͜͡S̵͟͞ ̕E̷̷͏͢ ̴̀D̸̛ ̷́E̴ ̶͡͠҉L҉̧͢ ͡͝͡͡U̴͢ ̶̷́͢͡S̶͜͝ ̷̵҉I̴̴͜͞ ͢͜͝͝͡Ó̡҉ ̵̛Ņ́́͡ says:
penance dream?
Simon says:
is thats what its called?
i never am in prison, im always GOING to be in prison
O̸͘҉̀ ̶̢͟V̢̧͟ ̴́E̷͘͝ ̶̕͝R̡̛͏ ͏̨́͢͝Ḑ͝ ̷̵̷̡͡Ó͘ ̢͢҉͜͡S̵͟͞ ̕E̷̷͏͢ ̴̀D̸̛ ̷́E̴ ̶͡͠҉L҉̧͢ ͡͝͡͡U̴͢ ̶̷́͢͡S̶͜͝ ̷̵҉I̴̴͜͞ ͢͜͝͝͡Ó̡҉ ̵̛Ņ́́͡ says:
i dunno, i just said it
Simon says:
but its 100%
O̸͘҉̀ ̶̢͟V̢̧͟ ̴́E̷͘͝ ̶̕͝R̡̛͏ ͏̨́͢͝Ḑ͝ ̷̵̷̡͡Ó͘ ̢͢҉͜͡S̵͟͞ ̕E̷̷͏͢ ̴̀D̸̛ ̷́E̴ ̶͡͠҉L҉̧͢ ͡͝͡͡U̴͢ ̶̷́͢͡S̶͜͝ ̷̵҉I̴̴͜͞ ͢͜͝͝͡Ó̡҉ ̵̛Ņ́́͡ says:
ill brb, iv always meant to put this online
need to find it
Simon says:
the spider thingy… waking up and waving like crazy and throwing the pillow and blanket off the bed
ok!
and i have one where im falling from an extremely high height, and im in panic… terrified
but when i land, it doesnt hurt me
O̸͘҉̀ ̶̢͟V̢̧͟ ̴́E̷͘͝ ̶̕͝R̡̛͏ ͏̨́͢͝Ḑ͝ ̷̵̷̡͡Ó͘ ̢͢҉͜͡S̵͟͞ ̕E̷̷͏͢ ̴̀D̸̛ ̷́E̴ ̶͡͠҉L҉̧͢ ͡͝͡͡U̴͢ ̶̷́͢͡S̶͜͝ ̷̵҉I̴̴͜͞ ͢͜͝͝͡Ó̡҉ ̵̛Ņ́́͡ says:
oh my god
that is uncanny
Simon says:
elaborate
O̸͘҉̀ ̶̢͟V̢̧͟ ̴́E̷͘͝ ̶̕͝R̡̛͏ ͏̨́͢͝Ḑ͝ ̷̵̷̡͡Ó͘ ̢͢҉͜͡S̵͟͞ ̕E̷̷͏͢ ̴̀D̸̛ ̷́E̴ ̶͡͠҉L҉̧͢ ͡͝͡͡U̴͢ ̶̷́͢͡S̶͜͝ ̷̵҉I̴̴͜͞ ͢͜͝͝͡Ó̡҉ ̵̛Ņ́́͡ says:
well.. i found the book
ill write it in notepad and send it to you
Simon says:
good!
O̸͘҉̀ ̶̢͟V̢̧͟ ̴́E̷͘͝ ̶̕͝R̡̛͏ ͏̨́͢͝Ḑ͝ ̷̵̷̡͡Ó͘ ̢͢҉͜͡S̵͟͞ ̕E̷̷͏͢ ̴̀D̸̛ ̷́E̴ ̶͡͠҉L҉̧͢ ͡͝͡͡U̴͢ ̶̷́͢͡S̶͜͝ ̷̵҉I̴̴͜͞ ͢͜͝͝͡Ó̡҉ ̵̛Ņ́́͡ says:
okay
done
O̸͘҉̀ ̶̢͟V̢̧͟ ̴́E̷͘͝ ̶̕͝R̡̛͏ ͏̨́͢͝Ḑ͝ ̷̵̷̡͡Ó͘ ̢͢҉͜͡S̵͟͞ ̕E̷̷͏͢ ̴̀D̸̛ ̷́E̴ ̶͡͠҉L҉̧͢ ͡͝͡͡U̴͢ ̶̷́͢͡S̶͜͝ ̷̵҉I̴̴͜͞ ͢͜͝͝͡Ó̡҉ ̵̛Ņ́́͡ sends:
O̸͘҉̀ ̶̢͟V̢̧͟ ̴́E̷͘͝ ̶̕͝R̡̛͏ ͏̨́͢͝Ḑ͝ ̷̵̷̡͡Ó͘ ̢͢҉͜͡S̵͟͞ ̕E̷̷͏͢ ̴̀D̸̛ ̷́E̴ ̶͡͠҉L҉̧͢ ͡͝͡͡U̴͢ ̶̷́͢͡S̶͜͝ ̷̵҉I̴̴͜͞ ͢͜͝͝͡Ó̡҉ ̵̛Ņ́́͡ says:
its a bit.. cryptic
but the words are the best ways i could describe it
for example (run like a WOLF) = I RAN fast on all fours
Transfer of “dream.txt” is complete.
Simon says:
okay
wow
excellent
its like a poem
O̸͘҉̀ ̶̢͟V̢̧͟ ̴́E̷͘͝ ̶̕͝R̡̛͏ ͏̨́͢͝Ḑ͝ ̷̵̷̡͡Ó͘ ̢͢҉͜͡S̵͟͞ ̕E̷̷͏͢ ̴̀D̸̛ ̷́E̴ ̶͡͠҉L҉̧͢ ͡͝͡͡U̴͢ ̶̷́͢͡S̶͜͝ ̷̵҉I̴̴͜͞ ͢͜͝͝͡Ó̡҉ ̵̛Ņ́́͡ says:
lol, easiest way to capture the mood of the dream IMO
call it Witches in the Water
ive had that dream nearly all the time since i was little
feel free to rip it apart and ask anything about it
Simon says:
aye
yeah
i like that
witches in the wter
O̸͘҉̀ ̶̢͟V̢̧͟ ̴́E̷͘͝ ̶̕͝R̡̛͏ ͏̨́͢͝Ḑ͝ ̷̵̷̡͡Ó͘ ̢͢҉͜͡S̵͟͞ ̕E̷̷͏͢ ̴̀D̸̛ ̷́E̴ ̶͡͠҉L҉̧͢ ͡͝͡͡U̴͢ ̶̷́͢͡S̶͜͝ ̷̵҉I̴̴͜͞ ͢͜͝͝͡Ó̡҉ ̵̛Ņ́́͡ says:
i used to be terrified of that dream, realy has an… apocalyptic feel, constant thunder everywhere and just odd
Simon says:
every line is like the title of a song
i like it
O̸͘҉̀ ̶̢͟V̢̧͟ ̴́E̷͘͝ ̶̕͝R̡̛͏ ͏̨́͢͝Ḑ͝ ̷̵̷̡͡Ó͘ ̢͢҉͜͡S̵͟͞ ̕E̷̷͏͢ ̴̀D̸̛ ̷́E̴ ̶͡͠҉L҉̧͢ ͡͝͡͡U̴͢ ̶̷́͢͡S̶͜͝ ̷̵҉I̴̴͜͞ ͢͜͝͝͡Ó̡҉ ̵̛Ņ́́͡ says:
lol
Simon says:
i wish i could have a lucid dream
i think i have more recurring dreams but i cant remember atm
O̸͘҉̀ ̶̢͟V̢̧͟ ̴́E̷͘͝ ̶̕͝R̡̛͏ ͏̨́͢͝Ḑ͝ ̷̵̷̡͡Ó͘ ̢͢҉͜͡S̵͟͞ ̕E̷̷͏͢ ̴̀D̸̛ ̷́E̴ ̶͡͠҉L҉̧͢ ͡͝͡͡U̴͢ ̶̷́͢͡S̶͜͝ ̷̵҉I̴̴͜͞ ͢͜͝͝͡Ó̡҉ ̵̛Ņ́́͡ says:
best way to remember them, is draw an A on your left hand before you sleep
then in your dream you try to check if it is still there
Simon says:
ahhhhhhhhhh
O̸͘҉̀ ̶̢͟V̢̧͟ ̴́E̷͘͝ ̶̕͝R̡̛͏ ͏̨́͢͝Ḑ͝ ̷̵̷̡͡Ó͘ ̢͢҉͜͡S̵͟͞ ̕E̷̷͏͢ ̴̀D̸̛ ̷́E̴ ̶͡͠҉L҉̧͢ ͡͝͡͡U̴͢ ̶̷́͢͡S̶͜͝ ̷̵҉I̴̴͜͞ ͢͜͝͝͡Ó̡҉ ̵̛Ņ́́͡ says:
then you will be able to control it
Simon says:
i had one strange thing happen recently
i thought in the dream “wait, this is a dream”
and woke up to another dream
so then… it wasnt really lucid
it was just part of the dream
O̸͘҉̀ ̶̢͟V̢̧͟ ̴́E̷͘͝ ̶̕͝R̡̛͏ ͏̨́͢͝Ḑ͝ ̷̵̷̡͡Ó͘ ̢͢҉͜͡S̵͟͞ ̕E̷̷͏͢ ̴̀D̸̛ ̷́E̴ ̶͡͠҉L҉̧͢ ͡͝͡͡U̴͢ ̶̷́͢͡S̶͜͝ ̷̵҉I̴̴͜͞ ͢͜͝͝͡Ó̡҉ ̵̛Ņ́́͡ says:
i hate that!
Simon says:
yeah
i think i had a lucid dream once
O̸͘҉̀ ̶̢͟V̢̧͟ ̴́E̷͘͝ ̶̕͝R̡̛͏ ͏̨́͢͝Ḑ͝ ̷̵̷̡͡Ó͘ ̢͢҉͜͡S̵͟͞ ̕E̷̷͏͢ ̴̀D̸̛ ̷́E̴ ̶͡͠҉L҉̧͢ ͡͝͡͡U̴͢ ̶̷́͢͡S̶͜͝ ̷̵҉I̴̴͜͞ ͢͜͝͝͡Ó̡҉ ̵̛Ņ́́͡ says:
i have it, then i wake up and im still dreaming that i woke up
Simon says:
yeah
maybe its prophetic
i think our dreams
maybe not in the universal sense
but to the dreamer
i think it means something about your life
on a deeper level
O̸͘҉̀ ̶̢͟V̢̧͟ ̴́E̷͘͝ ̶̕͝R̡̛͏ ͏̨́͢͝Ḑ͝ ̷̵̷̡͡Ó͘ ̢͢҉͜͡S̵͟͞ ̕E̷̷͏͢ ̴̀D̸̛ ̷́E̴ ̶͡͠҉L҉̧͢ ͡͝͡͡U̴͢ ̶̷́͢͡S̶͜͝ ̷̵҉I̴̴͜͞ ͢͜͝͝͡Ó̡҉ ̵̛Ņ́́͡ says:
personal prophecy
Simon says:
yeah
O̸͘҉̀ ̶̢͟V̢̧͟ ̴́E̷͘͝ ̶̕͝R̡̛͏ ͏̨́͢͝Ḑ͝ ̷̵̷̡͡Ó͘ ̢͢҉͜͡S̵͟͞ ̕E̷̷͏͢ ̴̀D̸̛ ̷́E̴ ̶͡͠҉L҉̧͢ ͡͝͡͡U̴͢ ̶̷́͢͡S̶͜͝ ̷̵҉I̴̴͜͞ ͢͜͝͝͡Ó̡҉ ̵̛Ņ́́͡ says:
iunno, i think each persons dream is a sort of personal prophecy of their role in the universal endtime
like, each and every one of us has our dreams, and each persons dreams relate to what will happen to them once the time comes
Simon says:
thats an interesting thought
O̸͘҉̀ ̶̢͟V̢̧͟ ̴́E̷͘͝ ̶̕͝R̡̛͏ ͏̨́͢͝Ḑ͝ ̷̵̷̡͡Ó͘ ̢͢҉͜͡S̵͟͞ ̕E̷̷͏͢ ̴̀D̸̛ ̷́E̴ ̶͡͠҉L҉̧͢ ͡͝͡͡U̴͢ ̶̷́͢͡S̶͜͝ ̷̵҉I̴̴͜͞ ͢͜͝͝͡Ó̡҉ ̵̛Ņ́́͡ says:
kind of semi-solipstic
if thats even possible
Simon says:
maybe this will go into my paper ;9
O̸͘҉̀ ̶̢͟V̢̧͟ ̴́E̷͘͝ ̶̕͝R̡̛͏ ͏̨́͢͝Ḑ͝ ̷̵̷̡͡Ó͘ ̢͢҉͜͡S̵͟͞ ̕E̷̷͏͢ ̴̀D̸̛ ̷́E̴ ̶͡͠҉L҉̧͢ ͡͝͡͡U̴͢ ̶̷́͢͡S̶͜͝ ̷̵҉I̴̴͜͞ ͢͜͝͝͡Ó̡҉ ̵̛Ņ́́͡ says:
like, the sum of our prophecies equal the prophecy of our reality
Simon says:
yeah
O̸͘҉̀ ̶̢͟V̢̧͟ ̴́E̷͘͝ ̶̕͝R̡̛͏ ͏̨́͢͝Ḑ͝ ̷̵̷̡͡Ó͘ ̢͢҉͜͡S̵͟͞ ̕E̷̷͏͢ ̴̀D̸̛ ̷́E̴ ̶͡͠҉L҉̧͢ ͡͝͡͡U̴͢ ̶̷́͢͡S̶͜͝ ̷̵҉I̴̴͜͞ ͢͜͝͝͡Ó̡҉ ̵̛Ņ́́͡ says:
i like that idea… a new form of solipsism, like every consciousness is a part of the greater consciousness, like each of us is a part of the same dying machine
Simon says:
the question then is… what is the end of it?
what those it all amount up to
O̸͘҉̀ ̶̢͟V̢̧͟ ̴́E̷͘͝ ̶̕͝R̡̛͏ ͏̨́͢͝Ḑ͝ ̷̵̷̡͡Ó͘ ̢͢҉͜͡S̵͟͞ ̕E̷̷͏͢ ̴̀D̸̛ ̷́E̴ ̶͡͠҉L҉̧͢ ͡͝͡͡U̴͢ ̶̷́͢͡S̶͜͝ ̷̵҉I̴̴͜͞ ͢͜͝͝͡Ó̡҉ ̵̛Ņ́́͡ says:
a new consciousness is formed, the one true consciousness made out of the combination of everyone, then as aeons pass, different personalities form and break off, memories of the one true form become different depths and minds, forgotten knowledge, sleeping minds within the one, awaken and become a lesser part, then the cycle begins again
Simon says:
cyclic, i like that
O̸͘҉̀ ̶̢͟V̢̧͟ ̴́E̷͘͝ ̶̕͝R̡̛͏ ͏̨́͢͝Ḑ͝ ̷̵̷̡͡Ó͘ ̢͢҉͜͡S̵͟͞ ̕E̷̷͏͢ ̴̀D̸̛ ̷́E̴ ̶͡͠҉L҉̧͢ ͡͝͡͡U̴͢ ̶̷́͢͡S̶͜͝ ̷̵҉I̴̴͜͞ ͢͜͝͝͡Ó̡҉ ̵̛Ņ́́͡ says:
like one thought sparks out of the chaos, the combined thoughts of an eternity all screaming at once, until one thought captures them, one thought climbs out of the noise and rises above the tide of emotion, and then the legion becomes one.
the birth of god
